gratitude list

even though this is hard for me to do since i'm in such a super shitty mood, i thought i should write a list of the things i'm grateful for to counter my previous negative post. it's always good to try to keep things in perspective.

1. i'm grateful that my neighbors are quieter now at night than they used to be, so i don't actually have to move out

2. i'm grateful that i have a job that keeps me sheltered and fed.

3. i'm gratfeul to live alone and not have anyone around to annoy me when i get in moods like this.

4. i'm grateful that this week will not be as stressful at work as last week was

5. i'm grateful to actually be dating someone, after something like a 5 year dry spell, even if it's not my ideal situation

6. i'm grateful for good friends who listen to me cry and always give me hope.

7. i'm grateful for tv shows like project runway and breaking up with shannen doherty, which keep me entertained

8. i'm grateful for my health

9. i'm grateful for the abilitly to read (i love online horoscopes and blogs) and write

10. i'm grateful to have a choice when it comes to what i want to do with my life.

ok, time to attempt a meditation, before i straighten my hair out only for it to get messed up in the rain tomorrow..