a free evening, plus more cruise pics

its' so funny how walking back to my apartment from the train at night is so peaceful and relaxing and happy because i know the whole evening is ahead and i won't have to deal with taking orders from my boss for a couple of hours. i can just be home and have a quiet, relaxing meal and read whatever i want online and watch any show that i'm interested in, like tonight i am looking forward to the new episode of the rachel zoe project. but i'm practicing turning the tv off when whatever show i'm watching is over, otherwise it just is too easy to get sucked in. i didn't watch any tv last night after i saw my netflix rental (igby goes down), and therefore had the time for a meditation. it was much more peaceful than watching nothing in particular on tv. i decided not to watch the new seasons of project runway or america's next top model, because watching those shows adds nothing to my life or my personal development.

when i'm walking home to my apartment the world seems lovely, everyone seems to be friendlier and smiling and anything in the world is possible. i get a glimpse of another life i could have if work was not a necessity. if i could figure out how to do the one thing i'm meant to be doing, things would be a lot easier. i will keep on meditating on that question, and see what comes up in my subconscious.

couple more pics from the cruise-